today called for two blog post because i am so behind on my blogging. since i have been home from my trip life has been crazy busy with school starting, my new job and being with my beau that has finally returned home after a summer in L.A. i am not saying i haven't loved every minute of it, but i have been running around like crazy. it is the type of busy where you are numb to everything else besides your to do list. i don't feel when i am hungry or tired. i am scared for when this week is going to catch up to me and i am just going to crash. even at night i can't sleep because i have so much going on in my head. it is the most frusturating thing laying in bed for hours trying to fall asleep and remaining wide awake.
however even though life has been non-stop upon my return to logan, i couldn't be more grateful to be back. no one loves utah state more than i do. i have loved it since i came here as a freshman and i continue to love it as a super senior. this is my 5th and final year of school. no big deal that i am taking my time and not looking forward to the day of graduation. i say that, but after this year it will be time to move on. even though i loved it here, i am realizing i am growing out of the college scene. the dance parties and on campus events don't appeal to me like they use to. i even have less of a desire to throw my own parties this year which is crazy because those use to be the high light of my life. my generation at utah state is slowly dying. most of my good friends have either graduated or are graduating this year. that tells ya i have been here a little too long.
regardless i am going to enjoy my last year and live it up the best i can. i have grown so attatched to this little town of logan utah. i think i love it so much because i associate such good memories with it. so far this year is looking great. i love my classes and i just got a new job as an event planner for iUtah, a research program affiliated with utah state university. having this job will hopfefully prepare me for post graduation. i have only been at my job for a week but so far i am absoultely loving. i love not only my job, but i still have the most wonderful friends and boyfriend. i feel very blessed. fall semester 2013!!! woop woop!
